MAKTUB

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I post meaningless crap only interesting to myself.

I deserve better

I deserve better friends. I don’t need people that will constantly come to me for a shoulder to lean on who doesn’t offer one back. I don’t need people who will leave me on the back burner and only hang out when there’s no one else to hang out with. I don’t need selfish people who can always take and take and take and hardly give back, if even at all. I most certainly don’t need people who make me think less of myself. Go and talk shit if you want, I’m no longer going to be a good friend to any one who isn’t one back. 

I thought I was broken bc watching the avengers didn’t stir anything in me the way it normally would. Then the next night, I got a little loving that usually stirs me a little & didn’t feel anything. Hot guys didn’t faze me at all for the longest time! But tonight, I was put in a room with a bunch of cuties (and some of then can sing!) and I finally felt a tiny bit of excitement. I feel like I’m slowly starting to get back to me, now that I’m breaking my loser hermit habits! Getting slightly excited for my move!

Hormonal rant.

I am now starting to care about fashion & realize I have very few cute clothes & my shoes don’t match my cute clothes. A stupid spammer blocked me from my hotmail account & it wants me to verify myself though a code they can only send to my tmail account. TMAIL NO LONGER EXISTS. So I am screwed bc my email is crucial for everything from my bank to work to MY FUCKING LIVING SITUATION FOR DENVER. I also am feeling fat but I can’t gym bc I didn’t do laundry so I have no gym clothes.


WHY AM I SO STUPID?!?!